tell me what do you do
when it all falls apart?

i try to tell myself that what's happening it's not true.
I DO NOT FEEL THIS WAY ABOUT YOU is what i'm trying to convince myself.
but it's tough.
i just want this feeling to go away because i do not want it to affect us in anyway.
maybe like everything else,i shouldn't bother about it.
since when did i give a fuck anyway?

let's sing the happy song.
i'm super bored.
having piano lesson soon
i feel so fucked up:(
just want to cry and cry and cry and cry.
yeah that's what i should do.
let everything out.

ok byeee.

could we just have one last of all the sweet times spent?